well. i find it somewhat strange how easily moods can differ in such a short amount of time.
last night i was ecstatic to finally get my canon rebel.
today, my grandma died and i feel like shit.
the strange thing is.. i can't cry.
i guess it is something i stopped doing as often when my dad died.
i feel somewhat cold hearted and bitter.

eh. i need to get back into this again.
i've been stressed a lot lately though.
that has a bit to do with it.
and not being inspired.

_{well, in honor of having a subscription, i thought i would feature some artwork. so basically, this journal will be dedicated to just that. wonderful artwork. =]}

photography;




photomanipulation;



traditional;





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i got my photoshop back thanks to marc. wheee.
i also decided last night to buy a subscription.. because i'm cool like that. i just wanted to play around with it. hah.

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<sub>my 100 themes challenge completion
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i really like this idea, and i will pursue finishing it.
although, it will probably take forever.
it will be fun.
what i'll due is just put the deviation link next to each as they're completed and simply cross them out.
and i'll just update with it with each journal entry.

anyways. yesterday i bought a tripod, and i'm inlove with it.
being 5'8", it's somewhat hard to find a nice, tall tripod.
bad thing is, i used it with money i shouldn't of. ohwell. xD
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100 Themes Challenge


Number of Artworks Completed: 4/100
Last Update: 8/15/07
Themes Updated: #79

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature (done - Jungle Man)
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure (done- "Unique Treasure")
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession (done- " Greed")
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation (done- "Am I Perfect?")
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

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